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Missing that
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 4:40 PM
This few days i can't help but reminisce about our past. The early stage of our relationship was soooooo heavenly. 2006 and 2007 was the best year of my life.    Oh how I missed those days. The malu-malu days. The carefree days. The can't wait to see him every night days (this I still feel..cause the only thing that got me through the day at work was that I know at the end of the day he'll be waiting at the usual spot to fetch me home.). We used to go out everynight aft work..riding to nowhere. Finding new makan place. Went adventure Wit my bestie and whoever guy she went out with la at that time. I miss the lovey dovey text message. He use to send me a self written poem(kadang2 tak manjadi) declaring his love. Oh my..if I knew i would've save all those messages. He was so sweet. So loving. Oh how i felt hard for him. I love him too much til i cried. We went everywhere with this bike. It's part of our love story.    So after 1 year..we went to Bali to celeb our 1 yr anny and his birthday. We had so much fun. We were Sooo in LOVE.   People said every relationship has its "honeymoon" period. So ours end at 2008. Where everything changed and became so serious.  We got engaged. So its inevitable right? Marriage=$$$ After engagement...everything's gone. The Love message. The Riding everynight. I know it doesn't mean that he loves me less. But a girl cant help but feel that. I know he loves me. N he knows i love him. But we seldom say it to each other like we use. I wonder why? I guess cause now..he's stressed n I'm stressed. Every morning Celik je ingat duit nak kahwin cukup tak. Kompang da book ke belom? Barang2 hantaran da siap ke belum? Berkat da pilih? Kereta da sewa? FUCK FUCK FUCK. every fucking day i'm stressed about MONEY. I thought wedding is suppose to be a happy event..relaxed.. But it's not people. Its full of stress. Haiz.. A few more months to go...i'm gonna be forever his and he is forever mine. Hopefully after the marriage we'll get our "honeymoon" period back. Whatever may happen..I'll love him til the day I close my eyes forever. Labels: Because i hearts u |
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